By February 4, 2015Blog, Testimonials

To tell you the truth, my IMMERSE experience started out a little shaky.

As a 49 year old mother of four and homemaker, becoming a singer, guitarist and songwriter has been progressing at a snail’s pace. But I ramped up my efforts and worked hard to write, video record and enter my songs and my vocal auditions into the competition segment of IMMERSE, only to be discouraged by the judges’ not-so-positive remarks. I did advance to the competition in a vocal entry, but literally choked in the live audition on the most important and climactic note. But the day was not over yet and that evening I was first in line for the open mic, and I performed for one of the first times in my life, a song I had written about me and God. (Bucket list item: Check.) A few young guys really “dug” my use of blues chords and I started to find a few friends. End of day one: a little homesick, pretty unsure of myself, but still curious about what I might learn tomorrow.

I chose a session on song writing, which was hilarious and insightful, a talk on branding which inspired me to think about how I present myself to the world even at the grocery store, and then I went to a lunch where publishers and other industry professional would play and then critique our recorded songs. I would highly recommend these lunches, especially after a song moved everyone to their feet swaying in sheer melodic happiness. That’s when I said, “I think I’m starting to understand what these Christian music people are looking for!”

But the real “Ah-ha moment” of my day was when I attended a talk called, Redefining Success. Here all insecurities were healed with a new vision for where I can go with my music starting right now. Was it all about winning a contest, fame and money? Or is making music more about celebrating community, and creating a quality product to be shared with people in small and simple ways. This I could do. I could be small and simple. I went home vowing to “do small things with great love,” as Mother Teresa said, and the inspiration just flowed from there.

Three quarters of a year have gone by since I attended IMMERSE and I have;

  • Started a live music venue at the local farmer’s market, where children sit in the grass and sing along to “This Little Light of Mine” and elders give a thumbs up to “America the Beautiful.”
  • Written a song for catholic charities adoptive services and recorded the voices of teens to have our song played on the radio as a public service announcement for adoption month and later find a permanent home on the local and national catholic charities websites.
  • Inspired to “be small,” I wrote a song called, “I Can Be Little (in a big big way)” (think Beatitudes) and sang it with the kids at Sunday School, recording their voices to add to the CD.
  • I’ve been watching the Tom Jackson performance CDs that I bought from IMMERSE so that I can feel better performing with my folk trio, with our first gig coming up at the end of February.
  • Next Thursday I will take my first step into a local recording studio to record my new album (five years in the making), but first I will finish the Brett Manning vocal exercises that I also grabbed at IMMERSE.
  • Today, I meet with a Hospice representative to find out how to become a Hospice musician and sing at someone’s bedside.

Am I famous? Am I BIG yet? Well, it depends on who you ask: World or God? If it’s God, I think I’m doing alright! Through my adventures in “being small with great love” this year I have improved my craft, created smiles and seen a few tears wiped away with a heartfelt lyric. I am so very glad for making the effort to go to IMMERSE.

May God bless you as you discern your commitment to this invitation and opportunity for growth.


*emphasis added


  • Pam Bowen says:

    I attended that same workshop a couple years ago, Dot. It really helped me, too. Thanks for sharing your story. I’d say “well done”—loving your neighbor in God’s name: what else do we need?

  • Stephen B. Steward says:

    Great story and inspiring, regarding taking small steps towards making yourself available within your community with children, then elders and touching the hearts of others. Your gift will make room for you. Blessings and favor!

  • Mendy says:

    May our Lord bless you in your humble beginnings, may His music and scriptures flow through your to ears that can hear and break through to ears that previously could not, may your family be blessed and awakened to new dimensions of Christ, and may He always refresh your soul.
    Thank you for sharing.
    I will praise the LORD at all times. I will constantly speak his praises. I will boast only in the LORD; let all who are helpless take heart. Come, let us tell of the LORD’s greatness; let us exalt his name together. I prayed to the LORD, and he answered me. He freed me from all my fears. (‭Psalms‬ ‭34‬:‭1-4‬ NLT)

  • Greg Goodwin says:

    Awesome testimony. Inspiring for me because I’ve slipped into lethargy and guilt that I could and should be doing so much more. I got low scores last year but at the same time realized our congregation where I lead worship loves my original songs. We usually do at least one a week and I keep writing more. That’s rewarding in itself. I need to quit procrastinating and get songs on CD and social media. Get back in nursing homes, homeless shelters. Praying the Jabez prayer works too. 1 Chronicles 4:10. There’s a poem I will find and post too

  • Greg Goodwin says:

    Google poem called “A Small Place” . It starts out “Father where should I work today?…

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